WOWZERS!

I had no idea that starting a blog where I could just vent and express my self would help so much. The fact that I can write down how I feel and have others who are feeling the same way or know of someone who has felt the way I do. It is just amazing the relief I get just putting it out there. Who knew?

Adoption

Does any one know of any one who might be thinking of giving up a child for adoption? We would love to adopt. Like I have said before KJ would be a wonderful big sister! I have looked into adoption for a while. There is just no way we can afford adoption threw and agency. Private adoption is a lot less expensive. If any one knows of someone that is in that position we would love to be an option for them. Thanks for keeping us in mind.  

Wish me luck!

I always wanted to be a MOM. That was my dream from the get go. I remember once when I was in college we were supposed to write a paper on where we saw our selves in 5-10 years. I saw me with a family at least one child and hopefully pregnant. I got ton of crap from the girls in my class. But that was always my dream. I have a wonderful two almost three year old daughter. I would have liked to have my kids close. Like 10 months apart. Crazy I know! My husband and I would like to have three. I think is would be wonderful if I could have twins. We have not been able to conceive. I do not know why. My DR. put me on a fertility pill. For 6 months. NOTHING. I finally made an appointment with a fertility DR. after almost 3 years of trying. Our insurance does not cover it so I hope we can find out what is wrong quick. I just really would like to have a baby. My daughter would make a wonderful big sis. So wish us luck! Even though it is not until November. 

How to express???

I do not know how to feel. Every month I hope that my wonderful aunt will NOT show up. And she does for the last 30 months she is here every time. My body likes to play tricks on me to. Like every few months I get a twisted version of morning sickness a week before she comes to visit. I get my hopes up and then stomped on by an elephant. Do any of you have any suggestions on how to handle and deal with the disappointment over and over again. I have been told you are trying to hard or "you are thinking about it to much" NONE of this helps. Thanks!

ME ME ME

My name is Karla. I have a wonderful 2 year old daughter. I have a husband that loves us. I stay at home with her day in and out. I try to get out every now and again. I sell Lia Sophia jewelry. Because of Lia Sophia I have been able to stay at home with my little girl and write this blog about my life. LOL. This will be about the ups and down in my life. I can honestly say that I am not the smartest person in the world and I can use all the help advice support I can get. So feel free to leave a message with your input. Thanks. Karla